I guess the reason I'm so scared to post is that I don't want to think too much and blogging requires thinking about my life and putting it all down. Thinking about your life and writing it down can be good, but right now...for me...it's not. Thinking breaks my heart and makes me go crazy. What works right now is distracting myself, making sure I don't have time to think. Unfortunately, those times still come, but oh well.
We've moved. Seminary's over. Attending church in Pasadena is over. I'm going to seminary graduation on Sunday, then I'm done going to that building. :( So so sad, but like I said, I can't think about it. If I do think it has to be about the book that my old YW leaders gave me, Who Moved My Cheese? It's an awesome book about change. It basically takes your whole life when you're dealing with change (thoughts, desires, actions) and writes it out at kindergarten level. It helps you understand, get in perspective and move on. I think it's a book everyone should have on their bookshelf.
I've unpacked some. I've got basically everything hung up. Mainly I need to work on my desk. We got it for free on Craigslist, so it need a lot of work. I need to sand it and clean out the drawers, then I'm going to paint it yellow. :) I thought I'd take a jump out of my comfort zone. Why not? Once I've got my desk I can organize my craft stuff and figure out what won't fit in the desk.
That's all for now.
I read that book years and years ago. That was thoughtful of your leaders. Yello sound really fun!! I'm glad you have something to take your mind off of your life. It sounds trite but it will get easier as time goes by. Even though it is hard it is good that IOU blogged. I am hoping to blog when I am feeling better. Love and misss you sooooo much.
ReplyDeleteI miss you. I'm glad you liked that book. I'm missing Pasadena too. I don't even want to go to church tomorrow. It'll get better. It always does. I love you. I miss you.
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